Maniac

im in need of a good horror movie. any suggestions? the more violent, the better.

you may recognize the black dude in this video. yes, that is Kid Cudi, the crazy fucking murderer. and the white guy/partner in crime? My favorite rapper, Cage. i would love to be in a film like this. the point of this movie? two serial killers are followed by a production crew documenting their murders all in one night. Dope.

Super Baked

Ahh spring break. its the time of the year were the idiots of college blow their cash buying enormous amounts of alcohol and girls flash their boobs for a t-shirt. its that time of the year were you wake up next to someone you dont even remember meeting and wondering what you did the night before. for some reason, this is fucking fun? i mean i honestly could give two fucks what people do in their own time. but i hate how my generation is the fuck up generation. our parents have every single right to be worried because they see what happens during spring break.

fuck it i dont want to write why i hate spring break. the point is its fucking stupid and overrated. there's nothing special other than limitless amounts of alcohol and half naked sluts spreading syphilis.

i think i found out why im such an asshole.its the music i listen to. everything i hear has this fuck the world attitude and so do i. its all the anger i have built up inside of me that it escapes into the form of being a smart ass and total dick. i also noticed that its getting harder and harder for me to control myself in public. i have to catch myself from saying something to anyone that pisses me off.  one time i came so close to spitting in this guys face for acting like an asshole when i was paying for my lunch. what the fuck is happening to me? i know im better than this. i know i have self control, because i havent fucked up so far in my life. the anger that ive hidden from everyone is finally coming out. and i dont give a fuck who you are, stay the hell out of my way. the violent side of me is surfacing as each day wears on. the worst is yet to come.

and people still have the fucking audacity to ask me why i dont drink. i havent smoked a cigarette in a while, and ive never drank. ive tried stuff,as in tasting it, but i just dont drink. and this is what i hate about todays tv. it shows that for you to have a good time, you have to drink. bull fucking shit. guess what mother fuckers? i never knew my two grandparents. my father never knew his father because he was a drunk. the other one died because of liver failure. they both beat my grandmothers. i have a cousin out of rehab that when in for drugs and drinking. an uncle of mine just got divorced and hes an alcoholic. and with that family history you still want me to drink? go fuck yourself.

another reason i dont touch the stuff is because i can guarantee you i am a violent drunk. of course i dont know tht, but one would assume with my current mental and emotional state, i am certified crazy. thats like trying to put out a fire with gasoline. your not doing shit. but i guess if i were drunk my insults will be funnier, at least to me. i need to calm down on the insults too. i always have something to say about anything and especially everyone. its NEVER anything nice.i talk shit about people who dont have anything to do with me. i overdue for a good ass beating.

damn it feels good to vent. tomorrow ill vent my hate on the human race. its been a long time since i hated the world in writing. by the way, my favorite rapper Cage just released some dope shit called Super Baked. this is the music i was talking about fucking with my head.

" I don"t know if god gave me this brain if he did then theirs a devil and he knows my name."

Black Label

i dont have shit to say. sorry.

by the way i started my book. page 1 is done. im just editing it

see you all later. rock out, this is the next concert ill be going to whenever Lamb Of God comes. i hope i come out alive:

Peace Sells...But Whose Buying?

im on a MegaDeth high right now. i saw them FRONT ROW last friday at the verizon theater and i must say, that was another one of those nights i will never forget. dave mustaine is the lead singer of megadeth and hes about 50 years old. this dude can fucking shred. his fingers were moving so fast i thought he might fuck up, but he didnt. they played some of their new shit and of course the classics like symphony of destruction, hangar 18, and peace sells. A tout le monde was a crowd favorite as well as a classic. my little brother came along too and we had so much fun. we were so close to the front speakers that our leg hairs were vibrating! fucking awsome crowd too. there was moshing and crowd surfing the whole time. Best.Concert.Ever. well that is until i see Lamb Of God live.

one thing that stayed on my mind though was how random people were just staring at us while we were waiting to go in. i mean what the fuck. everyone looked at us like zoo animals. we were just there to enjoy a concert. we mean no harm. but ever since i can remember people that were into the metal scene were always looked as outcasts in society. well, society can go fuck itself. i love my music and im not changing. i dont know where everyone got this whole stereotype that metalheads worship the devil or some bullshit. its nothing like that. our music talks about the issues in the world that matter to us. we say shit no one else has the balls to say. 

and thats the reason dave mustaine wrote the song peace sells. he's going against all the stereotypes, saying that we are just like you and everyone else. we have jobs. we have families. we have bills to pay. we are NOT fucking devil-worshipping, long hair, lazy, drug addicts. far from it. we are more in touch with our inner conscience than everyone. we speak our opinion and we dont give a fuck.

the whole devil worship thing is blown way the fuck out of proportion. i believe in god. i USED to go church. but the thing is religion is what is fucked up in the world. everyone has an opinion. everyone can pray differently if they want. but if you really read the bible then you would know that Jesus came to rid the world of religion, not enforce it. and what pisses me off is that the real devil are people like that fucker Joel Olsteen. i have never seen in my life someone advertise their own fucking book so much. he might as well just burnthe bible. honestly who gives a fuck what he thinks? i dont want to read about what he thinks scripture means. i want to have my own opinion and not some propaganda preaching pastor tell me what to think. and he's making money off of this! fuck him and his books.

well thats my story of the week. ill try to put some video of concert from my iphone up as soon as i can. in the meant time, enjoy the song and read the lyrics. theyll blow your mind, along with dave's shredding.