Happy Endings

First off, your a nasty fuck if you thought this was the "me love you long time" kind of happy ending. but it got your attention, and its a pretty funny title for a post. That's not what i was thinking about. Far from it actually.

to be honest, i was never a fan of the typical happy ending story or movie. with the exception of Angels in the outfield, that shit made me cry.(dont judge me ok?) i felt like they werent authentic, i mean i k now movies are an escape from the real world, but half the garbage that comes out nowadays is so predictable. why even bother going to the movies anymore? you already know how its going to end. i bet you even tell the ending by just watching the freaking preview.  im getting off topic here.

all the novels and movies nowadays write about some teenage love triangle with heroin-addicticted-looking-vampires that sparkle in the sun and buff ass werewolves that talk like they havent hit puberty yet with fake as hell long hair. i guess i just have the kind of mind that likes to watch people suffer, so that makes me a sadist. sounds satanic but its not. look it up. some of my favorite movies actually have the main hero die in the end. SPOILER ALERT! DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN THE PROFESSIONAL WITH JEAN RENO AND NATALIE PORTMAN! in the professional, Jean Reno's charecter dies protecting natalie portman as his last great act of love and friendship while he avenges her families murder. i admit, i cried at the end (so what?! guys have feelings too...) IT MADE A GREAT MOVIE.

 in life things never come as they should, and ive learned to plan for the unexpected. you remember that boyfriend/girlfriend you thought you loved? you remember all those times you told each other that you would be together forever? how did that work out? dont worry you dont have to answer that. as much as the heart wants to believe that things will be ok, its not. ive been asked many times before why im so negative. time and time again i always give the same answer: im not negative, i just think about things in a realistic enviroment. nothing lasts forever. relationships, friendships, love, all that bullshit these "happy ending" stories teach you just ends up hurting you more. we're led to believe that everything will work out in the end, just like in the movies. guess what? this isnt a fucking movie. no one gives a damn about you or your feelings. prince charming isnt going to come to your rescue while you both ride off into a California sunset. the girl of your dreams isnt going to dump her asshole boyfriend for you. get over it.

im not trying to scare anyone into thinking that their current relationships with anyone will be going down shitter anytime soon. no. i just want everyone to realize that we wish for nearly impossible things with the grand hope that it will come true, only to be hurt and let down. you start to question your own views on different matters and you begin to even doubt your decision making skills. you become too scared to make a choice, in fear that you will feel the same pain again. it fucks you up big time. you can dream all you want for that perfect ending to your dreams, but then ask yourself, "will it really come true?". i guess the only way to find out is to experience that choice. then again, im just pointing out the flawed truth of a society gone soft.